#16

hey. i just watched this really creepy movie at tv2. lucky thing i'm not afraid of the dark. earlier i was at the "mission church" :p well, and there you could share something if you wanted to, and i was once again reminded of psalm 139:13-18 (niv)

For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

it speaks of the beauty of everything. reminds me that i'm not allowed to think any less of myself than god does. and that thought kinda releases something. frees me. it's liberating to know the answer. how do i look? beautiful. and what about you? beautiful. i think it's important to acknowledge the beauty of god's creation, including oneself..

it's late. i'm supposed to be at work in 7,5 hours.

you're loved