ciwi met darlene :)


#8

into your courts i run with praises flowing from my heart

this is the first line of, what after my opinion is, the best song ever made. and that's where i am right now: in his courts, worshiping at his feet. and that's where we're meant to be. made to be.

so.. now the "big event" this autumn is over (to you who don't know: hillsong conference europe) it was a-m-a-z-i-n-g! and i've learned the most important lesson: "do not be fearful of what's inside of you" -bobbie houston

i walked in to that conference believeing i was fearless; (you know snakes, heights, people's opinion..) but i walked out again aware of that i'm afraid of me..

the last night god met with me. it was so powerful. and i knelt down and was just sitting there staring at my hands when god spoke to me: "these hands are gonna do amazing things. you are. be the you i created you to be." i'm telling you, when i realise the grand meaning of that (i'm not there yet, it's just too much to digest) i'm totally gonna freak out!

something hilarious happened as well: i wrote this letter because the holy spirit told me so. and i gave it to phil (&) dooley and told him that is was for joel. holy spirit made me do that as well.. i'll just say like zhenya: "god is crazy!" to do something like that is just so lame. i apologise to all of those who ever did something like it and don't think it's lame. this is my personal opinion and now we can be lame together :P for me it really was climbing out of the boat. it's the craziest thing i've done lately. which reminds me; i've gotta start doing more crazy stuff.. ciwi, when is that burkha-down-the-main-street- experiment gonna happen? *wondering*

just so you don't go around thinking being obedient to god is all about wondering around doing lame stuff: it is _not_! my guess is god wanted me to do that to be humbled. it's sounds strange. and it's actually not exactly what i mean either, but it's the best way i can exlain it. anyways: obedience is also about accept all you are in christ. being obedient and accept that in him you are free, in him you're able of anything, in him you're perfect. that's kind of an easy-hard thingy..

"god wants you to be the you that he made you to be." -christine caine

my home is heaven

we met a bunch of beautiful people! juan, frank, anthony, tanya, tim, sponge- bob-square-pants-dude and a whole lot of others i either don't know or i don't remember their name.. we were known as the crazy norwegians or front of/ making the line people, take your pick..

is there any wonder some people think we have an uncle in the trees of the rain forest? (izz dar enni vann hiaaar?):